RAPE (A poem by Maureen)

l hope for a miracle
I long for redemption
The sudden emptiness that feels my soul
is like an endless pit

oh! you ruthless beast
You devouring lion that stripped me of my innocence
This poor soul of mine has been tainted, stained, corrupted and shattered

No! No! No! were the words of this helpless victim
You touched me, forced me
and every time I close my eyes all i see is you, the permanent grin on your face as you touched me

I begged you to stop
struggling and fighting
hoping someone will come to my rescue

Finally craving in to the fact that I'm lost in my own reality,  in fact my nightmare
Drowning in my own pool of blood
The cell formation that policed me in pitch darkness
Drowning in my own pool of blood

You weed slowly and aggressively you stripped me of my nutrients
You beast, you opened my door of pain
I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin

Am I strong?
because giving up is all I want to do
Am I a survivor?
because I want to stop existing

        OKENE MAUREEN